Travel

I just arrived in Toronto! I'm waiting to get on the plane to Barcelona for 7 long hours. The first flight was already long in my head and it was 3 hours... This'll be fun!
My view from the plane!! I had the window seat. This flight I have the aisle I'm so glad I got the aisle!!!

I'm going to put out videos soon, I'm not very good at writing down my feelings. I'm better at talking :)

ALSO

I went to Granville Island today with my mom. I got stuff for my host family, these crazy Canada pins, and a watch. It was a good day, especially when a lady at a store I went to and I bonded over Avatar. We talked about our favourite moments and Korra of course, it was nice :) :)

These were the pins I got. I can't wait to put them on things :) :)

ALSO AGAIN

I did a late night drawing 

Freaking Out and First Goodbye

Leaving hasn't really sunk in yet... but I have these moment when I'm just sitting around and it strikes me "OH MY GOSH I'M LEAVING IN A WEEK, I NEED TO DO STUFF" but then I just keep sitting on the couch knitting. Life is like that for me I guess. I just get worked up at a weird point of time but then when I should be worked up I'm fine. For example, I said my first goodbye today (that I know of). My older sister was leaving to go to university (2nd year) and I just hugged her, smiled and I really didn't understand that I wasn't going to see her in a year. It's kinda hitting me now. But I'm not that sad. All I realize is that I won't see her in awhile. Hmm I thought I'd be sad. I guess not.

I skyped my host family yesterday! They are so nice, they said they would treat me as a daughter/sister. They wanted to know how I was and all my flight plans! They even gave me a tour of their house via Skype!!! :) my host family is so great!

Folk Fest

I also went to Vancouver Folk Fest, but that was awhile ago. Here's some photos. Theres is one with Good For Grapes, an awesome band and another with is my friend and I with Dan Mangan, he's a pretty cool dude. I can't really tell y'all which is which because I can't order them on my mobile. The rest is all my friends and I goofing off

Also lighter news I went camping! With one of my best friends and her fam jam in manning park! It was A LOT of fun!! Here's us eating breakie and moi feeding a golfer!

I'll be leaving to Spain at the end of the month... I can't wait! I think in everyday I get more and more excited. But I also think I get more and more resentful of the people around me. I get a little more agitated at some people because I know it's likely they'll forgive me easier because they know I'm leaving soon OR because I know that I can say something to them that might anger them and then *poof* I'm gone for a year and oh guess what they forget they were even angry at me. I also keep saying that I won't have to deal with them in Spain to myself, which isn't helping my anger... But I acknowledge I am angrier so I do stop myself sometimes... *sigh* I really have no idea what I'm doing, even if it seems like it. Jeez in such a whiner!